0 No one has to or?needs to be hurt everytime. Every single moment dark will be in every situation, but if dark sides are there, identify there will be the brighter side always behind you. Just try to find it, just try to find every single moment what kind of hope is behind me, what kind of brighter future is always with me. If you try to think about it and try to find it, the light will be definitely by your side, especially if you feel you're at rock bottom. Just try to find it. 1 一个星期前我从洛杉矶搬来了西雅图，理由很简单，因为我和初恋男友分手了。我十五岁那一年就和他在一起了，五年多的时间，洛杉矶实在是承载了太多太多我和他的回忆了，但是此刻的我只想要逃离到西雅图来。 为什么要分手？理由依然很简单，他出轨了。其实早就从他抱着手机敲来敲去回信息时不时露出笑容的时候就察觉到了，但我依旧在骗自己，和自己说他选择欺骗我是还在爱我吧？直到后来某天他不在家，那个女人找了上门，我知道我不能再骗自己了。我给他发了条信息说我们分手吧，在他还没回到家来时我就把自己全部东西收拾好搬去了朋友家。我把他所有的联系方式都拉黑了，他找到过我朋友的家来，但我把他堵...